Books and not reading

These days it seems i jave reading laziness.

It seems whatever i read seems meaningles to me and not unlike a few months ago i just can’t finishing them,and if i stopped reading them it hits me back and i become infected with self loathing and guilt.

I ask myself why i am feeling guilty?

Maybe the book was bad or the location was bad or maybe the font is not that clear to me but nevertheless i hope my reading life returns and i start enjoying them again

It is really hard stopping reading when you get used to it